the world doesn't care

It was difficult to confront myself, to disagree with myself, and to acknowledge a change must come. The world doesn't care about my inner struggles, that's something I've grown to learn. It doesn't care about the kind of person I am and the world shouldn't make me give it a cold shoulder. I'm here to leave a mark, I want the world to see me, to notice me, to turn its head and give me a glance.

There's a kind of life I've set in my mind, the kind of life I aim to live. It's a modest life, nothing big. I just want to spend my time alive in good health and with good people. As someone who was considerably shy - I've learned the world doesn't care if I hide myself underneath my own skin because no one will come looking. So what's the point?

I'm living the life I want to live right now, but of course there's some things that just make it all come to a full stop. Nobody likes that, being stagnant brings upon a slow and difficult beginning.

Something I just wanted to get out there, haha. I'm reading this now and it sounds extremely confusing - whoops.